I’m caught

Am I over exaggerating?? All I wished was to get assist. I already knew that if I mentioned one thing about my melancholy then it wouldn’t be good. And by regulation, if I mentioned one thing to my faculty counselor, which I did yesterday, then they must name my dad or mum or guardian. However I don’t really feel like speaking about it anymore as a result of now I’m confused. I’m confused on how somebody who is meant to assist you and be there for you does nothing to unravel the issue and as a substitute sits there and yells at you for talking out about one thing that they need to’ve been addressing a very long time in the past however by no means did. I don’t know what to do now as a result of I actually have tried every part. I can’t do that anymore. I can’t cry, I can’t run, I can’t stay, I can’t die, I can’t converse, I can’t do something proper. I’m a fucked up suicidal teen who can’t appear to get the assistance that they want. I don’t even know if I’m suicidal as a matter of truth as a result of nobody appears to consider me 🙂 All I do know is that I really feel numb and I really feel ache and I need it to go away so I don’t need to take care of this anymore. I don’t wanna stay as a result of I stay on this poisonous fucking atmosphere the place everyone seems to be telling me that I don’t do that proper and I don’t try this proper and I’m not excellent sufficient to be of their world.



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